If you haven`t noticed .. i`ve posted quite a few blogs lately .
mostly cos i`ve been really stressed .
i don`t even think stress is the WORD .
with everything that`s been bothering me
i really think i`ve made myself sick over it .
like literally .. s i c k .
i haven`t ate at all in the last week barely .
i throw up .. mind you .. if you know me you would know .. i NEVER throw up .
my ciggs make me gag now .
all i wanna do is smoke && sleep .
like idk .
i just really don`t know what to do anymore .
i`m slipping on my school work ; i barely go to class .
i`m just not movitivated to do anything anymore .
&& it`s bugging me .
my eyes are puffy && i have bags under them because of all the crying i`ve been doing during the day && before i go to sleep .
like it`s seriously pathetic && i want this to end .
that`s all for now <3
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