* How I`M Feeling .

This one time in middle school me && a couple of my friends had this notebook . Everyone that we knew was in it && next to them was everyones thoughts about them . I`m kinda gonna do this in reverse . I`m not gonna say the persons name but i`m gonna write how i feel about them . :) try && figure out who i`m talking about !

1. You are one of my best friends . We been down for each other since the 7th grade . I have had honestly some of the best times of my life with you . We made the craziest memories . It's sad to see how we both became tho . We barely speak barely see each other .. crazy ! I used to be with you every single day .. remember that ? remember skipping school together to smoke ; remember meeting random people && chilling ? i do ! I will always see you as my best friend ; doesn't matter if we never talk or see each other again . your MY best friend .

2. I can't fucking stand you . We been friends for crazyy long . but i can`t fucking STAND you . You are one of the most self centered people in the world && you wonder why people talk about you . Your a pathalogical LIAR . like i don`t even wanna get started on how BAD you lie . && you wonder why i never call you ? maybe THAT`S the reason . :)

3. Even thought we`re not blood related i still love you as if you were my own brother . I've been going thru alot lately && your the only person whose been there for me COMPLETELY . You always there to talk to at anytime ; whether it's in the morning when i`m going to class or whether it's at 4 in the morning && i`m calling you crying about a certain somebody . Your a great person you really are and i love you for that .

4. You fucked me over more times then i can count . You lied ; You cheated ; You just did everything . One girl is never enough right ? I did everything for you . && didn't get shit back . I was there when the rest of the girls weren`t . remember that ? Remember how i spent crazyyy money on you ? ahaaa i do . && what did i get .. ? n o t h i n g . i bet your other girls enjoyed shit tho . The sad part is ; i can't think of shit nice to say about you so fuck you your time to shine is over .

5. Even though i`m pretty sure people think we have some kinda love thing going on . Me && you both know how it is . We spend alot of time together . Your like my male other half lmao . We like the same thingsss ; && have alot in common . Your a pretty cool kid :)

6. Even though we supposed to be really good friends ; you irritate the shit out of me . It's so bad that when your upset ; it makes me feel better cos i know maybe you`ll STFU for once . I`ve known you for around 4 years now . I`m not gonna say you LIE but i AM gonna say you don`t tell the truth if that makes any sense . Your not that cute either sorry :)

7. I think you enjoy seeing me upset . So i think this is what causes you do to every fucked up thing possible && SAY every fucked up thing possible . I used to think soo highly of you . Cos you were different then anyone else i talk to . That's soo not the case anymore . Cos now your just like them . I have never had a person sit there && talk to me the way you do && make me hate my self in a way because to you there is NOTHING good . Hope your life is better now .




-- those were to just a few people i know / talk to on a daily basis .