* Dead && Gone .

wow ; just reading my last entry i can already tell things have deff. changed .
mkay guys ; last entry was in jan. alotttt has happend . lemme fill you in :)
i`m back at school :( blah ! but this semester is poppin' i met alot of differant people && i`m pretty much never bored . && you already know my weedhead ass ; i blow it dowwwn everyday .
to be honest tho ; i`m not really paying that much attention to what i`m supposed to be doing in classes :( . i`ll get back on it tho so i`m not really worried to much about it .
my spring break starts on fridayyy . i`ll only be home for like a week tho so it`s not really that serious . .. now my SUMMER break starts in may ! i`m hypee for that .
i started my semester off single too .
the boyfriend that i`m pretty sure you have read about in my other posts .. broke up with me before i left .
nice right :)
it gets better !
since we broke up ; we been " talking " if that`s what you wanna call it .
yo .. i have NEVER argued with another human being the way i argue with this one .
over the dumbest shit to top it off .
i guess we been on two totally differant pages tho .
cos it seems he`s moved on .
enjoying all his new female attention .
while .. i`m just sitting here THINKING we`re gonna work things out .
i have a great record with guys right ? lmao .
i mean i can say exactly how i`m feeling about things or w/e && it like DOESN`T register into his head && it bothers me .
what i don`t understand is how we can go from being just fine && only argueing a little ; to practically hating each other .
i mean idk what`s gonna happen from here .. cos it`s deffinately not my decision anymore .
but .. to me if it meant as much to him as it does to me .. i wouldn`t have been in this situation for this long .
but yeah moving on to something worth typing about .
i haven`t really had a great past 3 months .
my mother && my grandmother both have to have surgery soon .
i don`t really know if i`m going to be home for both or not .
i hope i am .
.. atleast i have one piece of good news !
i killed my pain killer addiction a few weeks ago :)
yayyy meee !


but yeah ; i haven`t slept in a while .
some of you know why .
for others it was probly your fault .
i`ll update soon <3