* What You DON`T Know .

just passing some time before i go out . so here`s a list of things you may not know about me :)

1. i`ve had the same cell phone number since i was 14 .
2. i collect bags ; condoms ; && pajama pants .
3. i barely wear sneakers .
4. hot sauce makes me sick .
5. i`ve lost count of how many people i`ve kissed .
6. i hate sleeping alone .
7. i take things way to personally .
8. i speak italian .
9. i`m scared of age ; spiders ; death ; clowns ; && grilled cheese .
10. i hate being single .

* What`s Your Life Like ?

yess i know you all have missed me <3 i`m on break so it`s been a little hectic but yeah . since i`m getting older && all i`ve been thinking alot lately about how i want my life to turn out . i mean usually it`s before i go to bed . that`s the only time i really have to think about things . && i think i have everything all planned out . well in terms of where i want everything to turn out . after i graduate college ( in about 5 years ) i wanna work on WALL STREET ! now let me tell you . the THOUGHT of wall street makes me wanna run around screaming . i`ve been into stock && investing since i was in the 6th grade . my lil geek ass was in " the stock club " ahaha . i`ve been through a LOT of career choices i`ve wanted to be everything from a hair stylest to a brain surgeon . but i think i fit best in the finance field . my mother is also in finance which is funny cos i swore i would never turn out like her ( which isn`t a bad thing ) . while working on wall street i wanna keep being involved in the volunteering i do for the aids council because after my uncle died i swore it would be my lifes mission to help people that were just like him . busy life right ? lol . i deff. wanna be with someone throughout that all . i mean i`ve always been a person that loves to be in relationships . but even thought i`m only 18 ( 9teen next MONTH ! ) i`m so ready to just be with one person for a LONG time you know what i mean ? it`s kind of a trend in my family find someone young ; get married in your mid 20`s && that`s that . && i don`t want that " trend " to stop with me you know ? cos by the time i hit mid 20`s i want a rock on my finger LOL . no but seriously i do . i really don`t want kids or anything until i`m wayyy older because with the career path i`m on there`s really gonna be NO time . but yeah .. there`s my life plan ;]

on to something else . CHRISTMAS ! i loved christmas this year because i have a new appreciation for it . since i`m away at college && everything i never get to see my family ever && i finally got to see them all && i loved it . 2 days straight of those crazy bastards . i loved it ! i hope everyone loved their christmas && got what they wanted <3


baby dolls !
you all should deff. join .
we have a great group of girls && are planning big things !
also visit myspace.com/421264894
&&
http://www.cafepress.com/_babydolls

* How To Act .

okay this blog was inspired by a convo i had a while back with one of my best friends . some boyfriends i guess are a little rusty on knowing what to do && what not to do . so imma help you guys out . imma give you some do`s && don`ts .

Do :
txt your girl just because .
say i love you atleast once a day .
pay her more attention then all your other female friends .
try && remember things she tells you .
make her feel wanted .
try && see her as often as you can if it`s long distance .
ask her how her day is going .
be interested in what she`s saying .
remember her birthday .
memorize her phone number .
accept all her friends .
let her have male friends .. after all YOUR her man .
ask her about work/school
make sure all your female friends know you have a girl .


DON`TS :
DON`T call her a bitch .
DON`T associate with bitches that have tryed to fuck you in the past ( my friend had a big problem with this )
DON`T compare her to your ex girlfriend .
DON`T scream at her constantly .
DON`T steal from her .
DON`T talk to her whenever you feel like .
DON`T ignore her for the next bitch .
DON`T tell her you don`t care about what she has to say .
DON`T dictate her life .
DON`T lie to her .
DON`T make her feel not wanted .
DON`T call her a slut / whore / hoe / smut
DON`T act like she`s not your girlfriend .
DON`T deny her .
DON`T pay other bitches more attention then your girlfriend .
DON`T lie to her about the girls you talk to .
DON`T make her upset a night before she has to wake up early / take a test .
DON`T hang out with your baby mother by yourself while having a girlfriend .
DON`T give her number to your ex`s .
DON`T allow your friends to hit on her .
DON`T tell her how to look i.e what color her hair should be .
DON`T beat her . or touch her like that in ANY way .


to be continued <3

gr . i shoulda put this in the last post . but whatever .

my sites :
myspace.com/mixxedxmamii
flickr.com/designerdrugs
twitter.com/_bambina
facebook - Mea Perry
officialbabydolls.com/forum - bella


that`s all for now <3

* My Loves .

now let me tell YOU .
these 2 albums are on repeat almost all day everyday lately .
now .. i HATE kanye .. but this album is addiction . i love it .
t.i. .. apparently has such a great album because his ass has been on house arrest so he doesn't have anything better to do .. but props to him for having one of the best albums out right now .

side not - i have 4 MORE DAYS OF CLASSES LEFT ! next tuesday i`m getting wasted .. then wednesday morning i`m going HOME ! aah my vacation is gonna be the best . partying .. christmas .. more partying .. seeing my lover ! i can`t wait :)

* December 1st .

As you should know . Today is World AIDS Day . I recognize this day every year && any other AIDS related day like throughout the whole year . I have dedicated alot of time && effort in support of finding a cure for AIDS and i volunteer at the AIDS Council Of Northeastern New York . My uncle died of AIDS when i was 8 years old && i have made it my soul purpose in life to carry on his work . Before he died he was on several experimental drugs && most of them made him sick . My uncle .. in a nutshell .. was my world . I loved him more then anything in this world . I still do actually . Everytime i visit his gravesite i sit && have a conversation with him as crazy as it sounds haha ! yes anyways . just letting you all know what today was && why it` so special to me !


oh yes . i ordered uggs the other day . their so sexy . wanna see ?



sexy right !
now i`m working on getting this really cute abercrombie&&fitch coat which looks like this



aah i love it !